Lauren Kay Halloran

Lauren Kay Halloran


"Echoes, Boston" is a reflection on my experience in Boston during and after the 2013 marathon bombings, an instance where my veteran and civilian selves collided. The essay was originally published in the anthology "Retire the Colors: Veterans & Civilians on Iraq & Afghanistan" (Hudson Whitman / Excelsior College Press: October 28, 2016)--if selected, I would like the book to be available for purchase.

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Left behind the military and contracting work to focus on my art and finish my art degree two years ago. I have received a lot of recognition for my work. The submitted piece has gone viral on Facebook and was invited to the USS Intrepid in New York for Fleet Week and Memorial Day weekend. It has a very large and positive impact in the veteran community especially.


I've always turned to writing as a means of expression and understanding, and it proved a critical outlet after my deployment to Afghanistan. I struggled with readjustment back to "normal" life and felt guilty for struggling because I didn't have a traditional combat-focused tour. Writing helped me purge my experiences, made them tangible and easier to process, and enabled me to begin to intellectualize what I'd been through. Ultimately, as I started sharing my writing, it also connected me to others who'd endured similar things. As shame researcher Brené Brown says, "The two most powerful words when we're in struggle: me too.”

This essay is part of the anthology, Retire the Colors: Veterans and Civilians on Iraq and Afghanistan.